Dreaming of the Dead

i had some crazy dreams last night. i was back at my grandfathers funeral (was a rough time for me) but it was at a different church and there was some other crazy shit goin’ down.

the two most vivid/emotionally intense moments i remember were, one, when i tried and tried but couldn’t seem to pull the slide back so i could chamber the first round in my .45 (why the hell did i have my sidearm at the funeral anyway?!) and two, just the way my family was reacting to the events around them; completely emotionless.

i need to think about this one a little and i had heard that if you write something down it helps.

in other news ‘the simpsons’ aired a teaser for their upcoming movie the spoofed the ‘superman returns’ trailer. being an unrepentant, die-hard, hard-core simpson’s fan... I am waiting with baited breath... if you missed the trailer you can catch it at YouTube... the site is down for now... so hang on.

~m